I have been so blessed to gain a new friend in the last few years. I have loved walking the road of foster care with Kathy. Hope you enjoy a piece of her story.
1. How long have you been a foster parent? Jim and I have been foster parents since June of 2012
2. What led you to foster care? Why are you a foster parent? From a young age I wanted to adopt. I feel now that the lord was preparing me for the future. Ultimately it was my sister that finally pushed us to start fostering. She fostered and adopted 2 little girls. She brought them home from the hospital and we engulfed them with love from day one. Back in September 2012 we found out that their birth mom was pregnant again with baby number 3. At that time my father was dying of cancer and so I immediately said no to my sister. My father died in January and the night of his funeral our only birth child who at the time was 13 informed us that we need to adopt so that when we died (meaning mom and dad) that he would not be alone and this started our journey into foster care. Today our son not only has a brother but also a sister that are his forever family. We have been blessed!
We became foster parents to keep a family together. Our children will know that there cousins are there sisters. But also to give a child love, stability and a chance to know what it feels like to be in a family and most importantly to share the love of Christ!
3. What has been most surprising? I did not expect it to be so emotional. We did not start foster care to “reunify” we wanted desperately to adopt these children to keep the sibling group close. I also did not expect to have feelings of grief for the birth mom. After our son Malachi was terminated I was overjoyed for my family but shed tears for this mom. I knew that she loved her children but had no idea how to care for them. With our son, Malachi, I did not meet birth mom. Yet I still grieved for her. The second time around I did meet her. I started out very nervous and ended up sharing my heart with her and found that she so desperately wanted to share her past with me and wanted me to know that she was grateful for the care and love that we have given her children.
4. What have you learned about yourself? Like I said, I was really nervous about meeting the birth mom. Yet, I found an inner strength to open up my heart to this woman who gave me the gift of her children. I also did not expect to fall in love with a child with as strong of feelings and as if I had given birth to that child.
5. What have you learned about God? How have you experienced God as a foster parent? I did not learn this but was reminded about God’s love and how He loves all! I had to remind myself of this fact a lot!!!! Even birthparents, caseworkers, etc. need to see God through me and most importantly know God personally! I always knew that God was faithful but never experienced His faithfulness as strongly as I did during our time of fostering. I truly felt his presence during all of the crazy court dates and even during parenting time when I had to hand “my” baby over to the birth parent and walk away.
6. What would your advice be to someone considering foster care? Don’t go into it with expectations of an outcome. We were blessed in our journey. But, I know others who have not been as lucky as we have. Fostering is hard work. You love the child/children that God has placed in your care. You want the best for them! Be open with your caseworker and your child’s lawyer they will impact the outcome.
7. What is your greatest need as a foster parent? I was asked a lot if our children were adopted yet. And most of the time we were still in the “reunification” stage. Be respectful of questions. Understand that we have guidelines that we have to follow i.e. pictures on Facebook, etc. With little ones, hand-me-down clothing is great. Diapers are expensive and wipes are used frequently. Accepting our children with open arms understanding that they come from tough circumstances and need acceptance no matter how they are acting. Love on them as well as foster parents! Prayers, lots of prayers.
