He has always been faithful to me (us)

Through the drama of Jon's job.....God provided him with a better job...less hours and more pay. The best part....He gets nights and weekends off for the most part! YES!

Not protected from the Glory of God!

A few weeks ago, Beth Moore (a Bible Teacher/Woman's Speaker) was giving a talk about not praying that we would be protected from God's glory. That has been my prayer. I don't want life to be easy just so it will be easy, I want my life to bring glory and honor to God, come what may. I know that this will open up a whole bunch of stuff, and gives permission for life to well....ahem, suck. Sorry for the language, but it's true. Sometimes that is where we are in life.

In adoption....I was protecting myself from the thoughts of the adoption falling through. I refused to get excited, to get the nursery ready, to do any shopping etc. Finally, God threw me through the wringer, and told me to quit!! Quit feeling sorry for myself, quit feeling like God is out to get me. I believe that God has good things for us, so if this adoption falls through (hoping it doesn't) then we know that God will be ultimately glorified. So....we have a pink and purple room, a full nursery and acquiring more baby things by the day. We have named our beautiful Noelle Grace, and are excitedly and without shame anticipating the day we meet her!

In finances....Jon just lost his job. Too long of a story for a blog...but wow. God will STILL have the glory.

Lord, keep me eyes on you, and only on you.

2 months and counting

The road to adoption is on its way!!! Noelle Grace is expected to enter the world Nov 11!

EMOTIONS EMOTIONS EMOTIONS!

Here are some recent emails sent out to friends and family for prayer......

Jon and I were called about a baby being born THIS weekend that needs a family to adopt this baby boy!! Currently the birth mom is dilated 3 cm, and baby is a good weight.

Some issues....the mom drank very heavily the first month of her pregnancy. There may or may not be issues that we will have to deal with.

Questions going through our minds, are mostly financial. Adoption is expensive, we thought we would have more time to save. If there is disabilities involved, that involves more of a financial burden. We don't even know what our insurance would cover. All of this is very very new. We have not even had 24 hours to think about it.

Pray for wisdom and guidance. Pray for the birth mother and baby as she gives birth this weekend. Pray for our financial situation, that if we should adopt that God would provide in amazing ways and that our trust in Him would grow.

I don't know about Jon, but I am exhausted. My mind has been racing, and I have gotten about an hour of sleep last night. Pray that we would not make a decision based on emotion, but from the Lord only.

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Dear Friends and Family,

Thanks so much for receiving our frantic email yesterday and praying wisdom and discernment over us. We felt your prayers, and have been at peace with the decision that God has led us to.

We have decided to say no to the baby boy being born this weekend. Our hearts are broken, but have peace that God is not leading us in this direction.We are continuing to pray for this boy, that someone would adopt him soon! Thank you, thank you, than you for praying.

Please continue to pray. There is another birth mother that may be choosing us soon:) She is due on October. Continue to pray for the mother, the baby, and us!

We feel so loved and supported by all of you. Thank you.

Birth Mother Interest

We received a phone call from our case worker yesterday afternoon. There are few waiting families and even fewer that fit her "qualifications." So as of now we are the only family that she is looking at! Don't get too excited, there is nothing saying that she has to pick us, or even go through with the adoption, but we are hopeful and are praying for her and for the baby. She is due in September. Can you believe it? We just started this process and could have a baby in September! Pray with us, asking for God's timing and wisdom.

Summer with IV

Wish I had some great ministry news to share with you! But alas, things have been slow. Here is what I have been up to....


-Spending time with our chapter president, Kristi. We are reading and studying Nehemiah. We are planning for the fall and spending time in prayer.

-Planning for the FALL!!! So excited for what God has in store for us!!!

-Time to start doing some fund raising! God has again been an amazing provider! I love talking with people who are giving to the ministry and praying for the ministry. Thank you all!!!

Even Closer......

Our road to adoption is going smoothly!!! We are just waiting on our physicals and our case worker to send in our paper work.....and then the waiting begins. We are so excited. The wait could be short, the wait could be long, but we trust in the Lord!